Missin' Home

So...I kinda, sorta, really miss my family. And my friends back home. Living at college is hard stuff. I miss hanging out with my 'groupies' like the years before...=( They all left. And I miss having guy friends to hang out with. People say that it will only get worse, like we won't contact each other or anything!! No! I refuse to let that happen! I miss my family the most though! I'm sorry that I'm just complaining. haha I'll stop. Have a nice night everyone!

Sincerely,

Me. (.^_^.)

Caught in the Middle

"I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a maze, and love is a riddle. I don't know where to go, can't do it alone. I've tried. And I don't know why...I'm just a little girl lost in the moment. I'm so scared, but I don't show it. I can't figure it out, it's bringin' me down, I know. I've got to let it go...and just enjoy the show."

It's true. I am just a little bit caught in the middle. I can't be who I'm not. I don't know where to go. I can't go it alone. I am just a little girl lost in the moment. I have no idea what I'm doing and I am scared, but I smile so no one knows. This world is so confusing and there's so much to learn. I really need to stop worrying about it all and "just enjoy the show."

College and 'the real world' are all crazy. haha =) I mean, there are some perks, like cute boys for example. =p But, seriously now. People have told me that I'm so innocent and live in my own little world. I guess that's true. I think it's because I love dreaming and hoping for things so much! =) I have so many ideas to help people, but I don't exactly know how to bring them about. And sometimes, when I think I've got the Perfect plan, it's crazy to everyone else. Call me crazy then. =) It's like that quote from Winnie the Pooh:

"When you are a Bear of Very Little Brain, and Think of Things, you find sometimes that a Thing which seemed very Thingish inside you is quite different when it gets out into the open and has other people looking at it." (This quote reminds me of my Daddy cause he was the first one to tell it to me! =) )

Basically the story of my life!! But I think I'm okay with it. =) I mean, I guess it's not that bad being different. =) I just see things in a different, and sometimes inventive, point of view. I like my 'little world.' Oh! and I love the gospel! And my family!! <3>

Anyway, I better go to sleep now. I'm not superly tired, to be honest. There are so many thoughts going through my mind right now, but I guess I'll just have to tell the rest of them to you later today. haha =)

Sincerely,

E.N. S. (.^_^.)

Random Ramblings... =)

Hello. =)

I got a new laptop from Mommy and Daddy. =) Asher found it. =) I love it! Thanks you guys! Sooo much!!

I leave for college in a couple of weeks! D= It's a little crazy.

I love my family, bunches and bunches!! =)

My friends are awesome!

I like taking pictures and making videos for the YouTube. =)

I love the rain!! <3>

I like making people smile and be happy and laugh!! "Laughter is the best medicine."

I like sending quotes to mi amigos!

I like different accents. <3>

Weird is cool, Crazy is awesome. Creepy/Strange is well...Creepy/Strange. =/ haha

I love animals. =)

Little kids are adorable and I'm thinking of possibly majoring in college for elementary education! I want to make it so kids actually want to learn, so that they can have brighter futures!

I'm a little boy crazy...=) haha But, boys can be really dumb sometimes. =/

I love Death By Chocolate Ice Cream. <3>

I love to read, well, sometimes! ;) haha I love to write! Look for my book soon!! haha

I love fairytales. They are real!! =)

I love the gospel. I belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. =) I know that I am a Princess, Daughter of a King. =) I love reading the scriptures. I know that the Book of Mormon is true doctrine.

Anyone can make a difference in this world. It is our choice to make it a good, or bad one. We decide. =)

I love bright colors!! =D

I love dressing up just for fun! =)

And that's all I can think of for right now! =)

Until next time! Adios! Aurivoir! Salut! <3

Sincerely,

Me (.^_^.)